I thought I’d share my own dream last night.
I dreamt that I was in my house, it was big and people moving around. I then found a film crew swarming the house and two guys pulling out the slabs of walls that made up the shower in my bathroom, I had a meltdown! Then I found one of they guys had dropped something and made a hole, I burst into tears and sobbed on the art department guys shoulder. I went and found the first AD and asked to speak to the producer, and screamed at him how no-one had asked me to change my house and move things around!!! Finally the producer came and looking very cool and apparently ‘famous’ I told him how no-one had consulted me! I had the power to pull the plug, but I wouldn’t because as a filmmaker I knew what it meant to change locations, so I said we’ll have to discuss how this is going to work for both of us.
ANALYSIS: So the house represents yourself, your mind and all the people are parts of me! It was a great dream because it says to me that parts of myself and moving the structure of my thinking and a part of me is inscensed!!! This week I had a session with my kinesiologist about a deep block I’ve had since I was 3 years old. Feeling unloved from my mother because she was fearful of me (who knows why I was 3, old stuff of hers) I was frustrated because I didn’t get what I wanted and that was love. So when I wanted something, didn’t get it, I got angry. She gave me some process to stop that process, because I was still being run by the 3 year old when things didn’t go my way or I was fearful I could hear this little voice go ‘Oh it’s never going to happen, you’ll never make it, you’ll never get what you want – everyone’s getting everything and your left out’ – Sooooooo wanted to get rid of that!!! Therefore the dream is perfect, it shows me that there is internal change, the part of me that’s angry and incensed is affected but willing to work with other parts of me to build the new structure and create something for other parts of me.
